rockstargirl37

Those words you uttered Were piercing knives I could feel the water rising up Filling up my lungs Drowning seems like the only possible way The sea pulling me towards its heart Into the deep of its soul and mind I try to reach out to the surface But my fingertips barely graze it "Its too late," it whispers to me, "embrace it" Killing words consuming my being Blood spilling from my wounds Creates a ring around me This red velvet surrounds me like a noose I want to wake up from this nightmare But how can I when it's reality? How can I breathe when something's choking me? Slowly losing my grip, I try to hold on But the sea is s

the dark, pristine waters, serene as it is, engulfing her body ice, cold serum floods her lungs as she goes under, being pulled down by a weight She reaches out, her hands and arms barely brandishing the surface everywhere is silent only disruption to the stillness of the water is the appendages of a girl, drowning her movements cause ripples, destroying the peace her final breaths rippling out in a ever-widening circle She watches the lustrous luminescence from the moon fade away as she goes deeper and deeper into the heart of the frigid waters, cutting into her like knives the raw, piercing caress strokes her damaged an

let me close my eyes without any fear I'm biting back bullets So this is goodbye to everything I thought were true It's time to reinvent what I thought I knew It's time to find out who I am My mind is crumbling to pieces no one can pick up but myself I must leave behind what I know…knew since they were all lies Lies that I was gullible enough to believe I must now wake up from the dream I was living And walk up this mountain to "A New Beginning" I will not pity those who are looking for it I will show what I am made of and prove to people …mostly myself Who and what I am

This muscle in my chest Bleeds indefinitely Punctured by your words The poison I drank, Consumed every last word, Every last syllable I can’t help it, Your words, The way you utter them It’s addicting, it’s bittersweet Like candy that will rot my teeth I knew every line you spoke Every word you would profess These lines, your words, Became my favorite book to read The music of harmony But how could I be so naive? I swallowed everything you said like pills, Not wanting them but needing them Words, words, words, YOUR words A string of lies You have woven Puppeteer my heart Now, to forget, I cage

I've been dazed for quite some time in the depths of my mind I hide hide myself Indifference surfaces Walls form Everything of me I put away so I won't get hurt I cage my heart so no one will be able to get in A rubix cube for a mind A shard of glass for a heart I cry indefinitely

For more than you could ever know For more than words can say You're always in my heart Every passing day You know that miles of land Can never keep us fully apart You've always had the right words To create a piece of art I guess I have to wait For the day we will spend together But I want you to know I love you always and forever ♥

If we forget the conflicts If we forget the agitation If we forget the turmoil If we take the walls down We experience new beginnings

It's hard to say when people judge or people give you a look of disgust or a look of craziness a look can say it all the way some people squint their eyes it may be that the sun is in their eyes or it may be that they're giving you a look of despair a look of disdain a look of hope a look of screams so now i say what shall she do what is she going to do how can she know for sure all i am is all i was (c) copyright 2008